beautiful days...

and i am sick. sick. sick. sick.

which really sucks. i am coughing up phlegm and i feel very bad for the people around me. they try to hide their looks of disgust and horror with sympathy--but it doesn't quite come out properly--and i can't blame them.

i even disgust me!

when i get sick--i get SICK. and so, tomorrow, after doing some work or before doing some work, i will go to the nearest walk-in clinic that i have found, which is actually about a 45 minute train ride away--and seek out some meds. no doubt it will probably be azithromycin or the like again because--no doubt, i have walking pneumonia. again.

it never fails--if i nap? i get sick. this theory has not failed yet. and yet--i couldn't help myself--i had to nap after my thanksgiving day/black friday event. so the laptop isn't going to just cost me $399.99 and tax. it will end up costing me probably $50 more as well.

still worth it i suppose.

except that i just came back from 3 days in the hamptons, plus i have 3 days next week in burlington, vermont (which if i'm not sick--should be REALLY FUN) and then new jersey again before calling it good for the rest of the year on the 18th!

i might visit the pacific northwest for a week--but considering my lack of planning...we'll see.