car cursed

i'm afraid to make a certain statement on so many levels. so instead i'll list the following concerns--and aided with my title above--hope you get the gist.

1. what if it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy?
2. what if it isn't the aforementioned--and really fate?
3. most of all. to combine the fear further--what if it's just plain true. there's just been so many incidents with vehicles in general.

i must have been even more tired than i thought when i got home from dirty jersey because. clod that i am. i left the interior lights on. yes. most of you should know what that means! nothing good. so today, i woke up, on the first day of my vacation and couldn't get my car to start. i was actually going to run to my biggest account real quick and do a little work. i think i'll put it off until tomorrow however because i am just not in the mood anymore. i might change my mind in a few hours. who knows. i do have to see them sometime this week though--while i am on a technical vacation.

and i have to make a ton of calls. i suppose i may as well do this now while i wait for aaa to come jump my car.

on another note. i have had diarrhea for 2 days now. i wonder if it's some bug. i feel fine otherwise...

and i watched the ama's last night--mostly because all they do now is perform. i remember back in the day--they did maybe 4 performances and mostly read awards. i suppose in the ongoing war for ratings--it's best to have performances--cause--well--it worked on me, right?

tonight--i am going to watch a documentary called nerakhoon: the betrayal. it's about a lao family that escapes war-torn laos to nyc. should be interesting. my next blog will undoubtedly be about that. i hope it is a good assessment.